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Wednesday, 02 December 2009

  • I'm going to add some more to the bottom :)

    block schedule :/ I didn't get to see him =[

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    I wish you hadn't turned your back. I wish you had explained. I wish you hadn't made me lose my faith in everything.

    My dreams are empty,
    from the day you slipped away.

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    I'm never letting this one go.

    Because certain people enter our lives at the most peculiar times;

    for the most beautiful reasons.

    They seem to make such perfect impressions

    while leaving behind an everlasting impact.

    Some of the best things in life appear when you least expect them.

    Things you can never forget.

     

     

    Look, I guarantee that we'll have tough times. And I guarantee that at some point, one or both of us will want to get out of this thing, but I also guarantee that if I don't ask you to be mine, I'll regret it for the rest of my life. Because I know in my heart, you're the only one for me.

     

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    Someday, you're going to meet someone who
    drives you mad. who you're going to fight with
    and laugh with and do totally insane things for;
    someone who turns your life upsidedown.

     

     

    Thanks to you

    I’ve been taking it slow

    So I won’t miss a thing.

     

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    Take my hand and sweep me away
    today i'm yours and everything will be okay.

    ♥♥♥

     

     

    This weather has me wanting a love more tangible
    something that i can hold, because it's getting cold.

     

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    When you're stuck loving someone, all you wanna do is stay away. But, when that person shows even the smallest gesture of affection, all your efforts of moving on go down the drain.

     

     

    I'm a walking contradiction: I want to fall in love, but at
    the same time, I don't want to experience the hurt and
     pain that is associated with it.

     

     

    I wanna make myself not care..
    but when it comes to you..
    I just cant stop myself from caring.

     

     

    When i felt like no-one was there to turn to,
    you were the one who proved me wrong.

     

     

    When he holds me close and i hear his heart beat
    & kiss his lips, I realize that this is where i want
    to be. And this is how i want to feel.

     

     

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    I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.

     

     

    I'm a drug.
    You're an addict.
    Come on now baby.
    Make me your next worse habit.

     

     

    The truth is, everyone's going to hurt you.
    You just have to decide who is worth the pain.

     

     

    Just one more shot,

    & then just one more.

    She won’t stop drinking

    till she hits the floor.

    & once she’s down

    just give it a bit.

    Pass her the bottle

    & she’s sure to sip.

    She’s crazy & vulnerable

    & wants to forget.

    She lives in today

    without tomorrow’s regrets.

     

     

    You've got to understand that it took courage to make myself come to the realization that everything that I've ever wanted and is found within you. For me to put everything aside again, everything that you once broke, is a remarkable task that took a lot of strength and faith. They say sometimes people put walls up, not because they want to block people out, but because they want to see who cares enough to knock them down. You know me like no one else does because I never was able to let anyone in, and you don't even know how glad and thankful I am that I gave you the chance. You stayed at our best, yet you stuck at it at our worse, and proved to me what truth in love still has. The sky is the limit and true love is forever.

     

     

    Here's to the moments where we
    didn't think about right and wrong.
    Where we just lived, crossed
    our fingers, and hoped for the
    best.

     

     

    Don't be so quick to judge me.
    You only see what I choose to show.

     

     

    With me you gotta learn
    to expect the unexpected.
    I make decisions in an instant.
    Spontaneous wouldn't even describe it.
    I make mistakes like you wouldn’t believe.
    I’m smarter than most people think.
    Only a few people see that side of me.
    I know what I want -
    & I know how to get it.
    I don’t take no for an answer.
    The boys want me.
    The girls want to be me.
    I smile when I want to cry-
    & sweetheart I work the world like my runway.

     

     

    Is anybody satisfied with who they really are?
    You could be the moon,
    & still be jealous of the stars.

     

     

    You’re no longer my last phone call

    or text message,

    no longer my

    last kiss,

    yet somehow,

    you’re still the first thing on my mind.

     

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    You're cynical and beautiful.
    You always make a scene.
    You're monochrome, delirious.
    You're nothing that you seem.
    I'm drowning in your vanity.
    Your laugh is a disease.
    You're dirty and sweet.
    & You know you're everything to me.

     

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    It feels so much like falling,
    Separated from the fear,
    Aware of a destination far away from here.

     

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    So your sorry for treating me so bad..? Well i'm sorry for putting up with it.

     

     

    I heard a song tonight on the radio.

    Another girl sings about a boy…

    She sees his face in every space,

    every room,

    & I know that if I turn around

    you won’t be there.

    If I close my eyes,

    will you be there?

     

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    People have scars in all sorts of unexpected places.
    Like secret road maps of their personal histories.
    Diagrams of all their old wounds.
    Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar,
    but some of them don't.
    Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut's long gone,
    the pain still lingers.

     

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Friday, 27 November 2009

  • fearlesss

    Adding more ;)

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    Sometimes you have to test someone. Not because you don't trust them, but to see how much they'll sacrifice for you. And sometimes you have to let them go; not because you suddenly stopped loving them, but to see if they love you enough to come back.

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    Tell him I hate him
    Tell him I don't need him
    Tell him to have a great life without me
    Tell him he means nothing to me
    Just don't tell him I said this
    With tears in my eyes.

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    You’re in my dreams both day and night, you wont go away no matter how hard I fight.
     It’s driving me crazy, I dont know what to do. I guess this means… I love you.

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    It's weird how you go from
    being strangers to being friends
    to being more than friends
    to being practically strangers again.

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    "El dia que te conosi me enamore de ti
    Porque eres todo lo que busco en una mujer
    Nunca me imagine que podria ser
    Ahora que te tengo nunca voy a soltar
    Porque eres la unica cosa en mi vida que es verdad
    Y ahora estoy poniendo de rodilla
    Para preguntarle si quiere ser mia por siempre."

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    If he honestly cared about you one bit he wouldn’t have left.
    Not the first time, not the second time, not ever.

    She made the music come to life
    She moved her body like a butcher knife
    Chopping up every guy in sight.


     

Thursday, 26 November 2009

Sunday, 22 November 2009

Wednesday, 18 November 2009

  • Even the angels are starting to lose sleep
    over why they had to take you from me.

     

     

     

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    Sometimes I still stare at you, amazed
    and absolutely enchanted. and even though

    I've held your gaze a thousand times, when

    you turn to me and give me that silly grin

    of yours, you still make me blush.


     

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    I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you, how good you look when you smile,
     how much I love your laugh.
    I day dream about you off and on, replaying our conversations, laughing at funny things you said or did.
    I’ve memorized your face and the way that you look at me.
     I catch myself smiling again at what I imagined. I wonder what will happen the next time we’re together. And even though neither of us know what the future holds,
     I know one thing for sure, you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me.

     

     

     

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    Everyone warned me,I just wanted to prove them wrong. But they were all right.