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Saturday, 07 November 2009

  • Seduce my mind and you can have my body. Find my soul and i'm yours forever.♥♥♥

    I'm a lover and a fighter. I get angry easily but i'm working on it. I party sleep and think to much. But i get my shit done. I  have a weakness for sweet talkers,but i'm learning and enforcing my boundaries. I don't let many people in but once their in they are there forever. I am strong and independent. I have been broken but never shattered.

      

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    I'll go to sleep in your shirt, listen to only your voice,
    dreaming of only your face.
    and still want more of you in the morning.

     

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    I remember every look upon your face, the way you roll your eyes, the way you taste. You make it hard for breathing 'cause when I close my eyes and drift away, I think of you and everythings okay and finally now, believing and maybe it's true, that I can't live without you. Well maybe two is better than one. But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life, and you've already got me coming undone... and I'm thinking, two is better than one.

    You'll be hurting in a way you can't explain.  And all these pretty things you love will look so vain.  The laughing crowd is such hopeless sound when loneliness comes crashing down.

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    The question will be,
    when the time comes, do you want to be saved?
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    It's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen,
    but it's even harder to give it up when you know it's everything you want.

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    So theres this boy - we argue alot. he makes fun of me because i cant stay on the same subject for more then 5 seconds before i'm on to the next one. he handles me when i'm sad & handles me when i'm mad. i tell him i hate him & he responds with no you dont. yeah -- hes not prince charming but to me he couldnt be more perfect.

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Tuesday, 03 November 2009

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    I sink into the lyrics with a sigh. The music, at least for a little while, fills a sweet sort of ache. When one song is done, another takes its place; an endless stream of comfort and distraction to help me for awhile.

    Sometimes, there are things in our life that aren't meant to stay. Sometimes, change may not be what we want, but it's what we need; and sometimes, saying goodbye is the hardest thing you'll ever have to do, but saying hello may be the thing that breaks you down and makes you more vulnerable than you ever thought possible. Sometimes, change is too much to bear, but most of the time, change is the only thing saving your life.

    Love is when you miss him even before he leaves, when you could listen to him talk all night and never get tired of hearing his voice, when the sound of his name sends chills down your spine, and you see his smile the second you close your eyes.

    It's amazing what one person can do.
    Some people build you up just to bend and break you.
    Some people bring out parts of you that you had no clue exsisted.
    All throughout life we meet people and every single one
    of them brings something to us, gives us some sort of purpose.
    We come across people that will hurt us so incredibly
    much that it seems unbearable to go on with our lives,
    but the truth is; we can overcome anything we want to if we believe in it enough,
    if we have faith in ourselves, in who we are.
    The most important thing in life is to find yourself,
    know who you are at all times and stand by that for the rest of your life.
    No one has to the right to tell you who you are and control your life, cause it's yours.
    Your life is meant to be lived by no one else but yourself.
    We sometimes let people get the best of us,
    destroy us and change our opinions on what we believe is true.
    Only you know what's right for yourself, you have the power,
    you make the choices and you learn.
    Each experience we go through in a life is a lesson to be learned.
    We all make mistakes, why is that so hard for some to understand?
    No one should be judged by the mistakes they have made.
    It's past news. Everything happens for a reason,
    and without the hard times, how would we ever realize our true strength?
    It's only through a time of suffering when we realize how strong we truly are inside,
    when we realize how much we can actually put up with and
    deal with before we eventually break.

    "I love it when people say that they have given up on love.
    And it's always because they think love has hurt them when in actuality,
    it was a person, it was a thing, a wrong decision, a bad mistake, an accident.
    So don't let go of love, hold on because I promise you
    it's always worth your while."

    The future may freak us out, but it will come either way. The past may give us mixed emotions, but it will stay with us no matter what. It is possible to forgive, to regret, to remember and even to forget, but it is impossible to lose the entire truth.

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    He has the most adorable eyes you could ever fall for and the cutest smile that takes your breath away. He has the ability to make you laugh every time he speaks and whenever you look into his eyes, it's so hard to turn away.

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    And it's you I can't resist; I never thought I could feel like this.

    Don't ever break for someone who would never bend for you.

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    It's funny how you can always tell when a boy likes someone else, but can never tell if he likes you.

    The minute you think you're going to
    lose something, it suddenly becomes
    the most important thing in your life.

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    Tell me, did you fall from a shooting star, one without a permanant scar, and did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?

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    Sometimes when you're young, you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you, and you have big plans. Big plans. To find your perfect match. The one that completes you. But as you get older, you realize it's not always that easy. It's not until the end of your life that you realize how the plans you made were simply plans. At the end, when you're looking back instead of forward, you want to believe that you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe that you're leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered.

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    When i text you, that means i miss you. And when i don't text you, that means i'm waiting for you to miss me.

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    I need someone who can deal with me. I need a guy who will make me see things from a different point of view. I need a guy who will make me talk about things that scare me. I need a guy who will make me open up to him, a guy who won't give up on me.

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Thursday, 29 October 2009

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

  • You taught me how to be strong, how to hold my head high,
    you said you'd always be there for me and i know you don't lie.
    your the reason i believe in myself, the reason i get through the
    day, its cause i know your out there hoping im living my life the right way.

    I'm scared and I don't say that often, but I can't stand the fact that you could hurt me. I don't like being close, but I love it. You're my everything and I hate it because you have everything you need to break me. And I'm not saying you will, but I'm scared.

    And it hurts more than anything..
    When the memories that were keeping you together,
    Become the reason you're completely falling apart.

    Even when the world is breaking down
    i know i have you; && thats all i need.

    If I had my life to live over again, next time I'd give
    you more kisses & hold you closer. I'd memorize
    everything you ever said to me & carry it in my heart
    like a poem. If I had my life to live over again, next
    time I'd find you sooner so I could love you longer and better.

    Where you are is where I want to be,
    And through your eyes all the things
    I want to see, And in the night you
    are my dream, You're everything to me.

    Why do we keep them? Under our beds, in the attic, in the back of some drawer.
    We could have thrown them out a thousand times, and yet there they are. Old love letters.
    Written to a person we no longer are, by a hand we no longer hold.

    And even if we never talk again.
    please remember that I'm forever
    changed by who you are,
    and what you mean to me.

    Maybe I could have loved you better. Maybe you should have loved me more.
    Maybe our hearts were next in line. Maybe everything breaks sometimes.

    Slow down, you're doing fine.
    You can't be everything you want
    to be, before your time.

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    I'm weird with relationships.
    I think i know what I want, then I run.
    I think I run because I'm scared,
    I'm scared that I might get hurt.
    Or maybe I just havent found somone
    who I know is worth being hurt for.

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    wish everyone didn't have such
    high expectations of me because it's
    bad enough i let myself down i don't
    need to let everyone else down too.

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    Sometimes you have to jump
    off the bridge &
    hope you learn how to fly
    on the way down.

    You're worried that i'll find someone else
    and you know what?
    yeah, a lot of guys hit on me,
    but when they do,
    you're the only one i think about.

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Thursday, 22 October 2009